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-jar of hearts- by weird-science -jar of hearts- by weird-science
People ask me why I have a heart in a jar beside my bed.
Truthfully, it's my morbid way of dealing with loss.

I've only ever loved one person. Absolutely, completely unconditionally.
She was my best friend. For years, every problem we had, we pulled each other through it.

We were stupid kids, we dreamt of getting married. We dreamt of doing such great things.

But I grew up.
She stayed behind.

I focused on getting my life together and actually accomplishing these dreams.
She prioritized other things, other people...

Lies and so many rows. I sometimes blame myself. But mostly I blame her.

It's been such a long time since she loved me, but I still think about her, at least ten minutes of every day. Hopefully it will pass.

I've grown bitter, we've grown apart.

But I will never regret the time we had, because for a few short years, I loved someone. And they loved me. It was wonderful.

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Emotional vomit in Photoshop...
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It only works if it is HER heart in there, or perhaps it is!

It's ok I know exactly where you are coming from, I was married for 17 years when she left and matter of factly said I'm sorry but I don't think I ever loved you. That hurt so much more than the affairs.

Luckily I found a true love shortly afterwards and she is now history. I suggest you break the glass, burn the heart on a large bonfire and put it behind you. Life is really short! no time wasting it on those that never loved us. Many more loves out there, just open up and you will see.

Great cartoon of Steve by the way, we will all miss him

Jon
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